To Top It All...

wells, on account that people say that my blog is emo and all, here's something to lighten up e mood...

MUSIC thoughts!How to Play:1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne
lonely I guess... kinda true... I could always contemplate on e meaning of my life... totally NOT emo...

Will you get far in life?
All At Once- The Fray
I guess not, if i'm gonna keep going back to familiarity...

How do your friends see you?
I'm With You- Avril Lavigne
pretty close I guess... woohoo... or maybe just someone they've gotta comfort?

Will you get married?
Photograph- Nickleback
maybe? someone from e past? go figure...

What is your best friend's theme song?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Green Day
maybe he ain't my best fren aye? he's walking alone afterall, haha...

What is the story of your life?
Signal Fire- Snow Patrol
a beacon of hope for others? hahaha...

What was high school like?
Jenny- The Click Five
I swear i have no idea who Jenny is! Pei Pei! NO SCANDALS AH!

How can you get ahead in life?
Doubt & Trust- D Grayman
Trust other ppl? I try to...

What's the best thing about your friends?
Do You Know?( The Ping Pong Song)- Enrique Iglesias
haha... not really... gotta know all u guys better i guess! unless its about pingpong skillz... lol...

What's in store for this weekend?
How Far We've Come- Matchbox 20
end of the world? haha... hopefully... ( I'm not emo, i swear)

Describe your grandparents.
Never Again- Kelly Clarkson
never there? that is so untrue...

How's your life going?
Thunder- Boys like Girls
i guess there's gonna be loads of conflicts...

What song will they play at your funeral?
How to Save a Life- The Fray
A lil too late for that don't you think...

How does the world see you?
Collide- Dishwalla
A failure or a maniac? that's sad...

Will you have a happy life?
Over My Head- The Fray
apparently i think too much... and a happy life is not on the cards for me... cool...

Do people secretly lust after you?
For You I Will( Confidence)- Teddy Geiger
I guess so... not that much a secret though... haha... sorry for being so BHB...

How can you make yourself happy?
Apologise- Timbaland...
by apologising huh... to a certain someone i guess... but not a pastime of mine!

What should you do with your life?
Hot- Avril Lavigne
make it hot? I prefer it just e way it is now though...

Will you ever have children?
After Dark- Asian Kungfu Generation
I'd prefer not to elaborate...

What song would you strip to?
It's Not Over- Chris Daughtry
Ditto Above...

What does your mum think of you?
Good Day- The Click Five
hmm... thats reassuring i guess...

What is your deep dark secret?
The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls
That's not really a secret... nice try though...

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Teardrops on my Guitar- Taylor Swift
Crying over me? wat kinda mortal enemy is that?!

What is your personality like?
Jian Dan Ai- Jay Chou
Fretting over love? possibly...

What song will be played at your wedding?
Home- Chris Daughtry
Going home?! damn...

How does love feel to you?
Alones- Aqua Timez
lonely again! I'm so screwed...

What makes you smile?
Gotta Go My Own Way- HSM 2
I'm really gonna die as a really really lonely person aren't I... now I even haveto feel happy bout it...

How would you react if the world crumbles?
Innocent Sorrow- Abingdon Boys School
thats a relief... I'm innocent! yet sorrowful...

How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Teenagers- My Chemical Romance
a spoilt brat i guess? any takers?

Relationships feel like...?
Hey There Delilah- Plain White T's
joyful? haha... lots of ups and downs in that aspect...

At your birthday, they should sing...?
Unwell-Matchbox 20
boy do I have a sad life... I'm gonna be sick on my birthday...

What's the song in your head during lectures?
It Ends Tonight- The All-American Rejects
I'll probably get all my answers to e lec at night? CLOSET MUGGER!!

What's your shopping anthem?
Miserable at Best- Mayday Parade
if I don't get it I'll just be sad, no biggie...

Sometimes, what do you wish you could tell your teachers?
Your Call- The Secondhand Serenade
Thats kinda true... watever I'm learning is totally up to them...

What does chocolate do to you?
My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne
simple pure blissfulness...

What makes you wanna dance?
Stay Close, Don't Go- The Secondhand Serenade
not bad... gets my spirit up!

What would be the soundtrack to your first kiss?
Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Kinda Romantic...

What's the song of your first breakup?
Fall To Pieces- Avril Lavigne
that is so strangely fitting...

What drives you up the wall?
Wherever You Will Go- The Calling
I totally don't see e link here...

What would you be thinking as you die?
I can Wait Forever- Simple Plan
thats quite ironic... seriously...

What do your siblings think of you?
Our Lives- The Calling
ok... that's going a bit far there...

What does your crush think of you?
Dirty Little Secret- The All-American Rejects
I absolutely refuse to elaborate on that!!

Tag 5 People.
i. Pei Pei
ii. Joshua
iii. Auggy
iv. Sophia
v. Jolyn

Finally done...

Sea of Memories...

the landscape I see looking out the window is a gushing river.
until the seasons change, I'll let it be...
you were closer than anyone else, and it made me unsettled...
anyways, at that time, I hadn't realized it...
I would not ever be able to see you again...
but I should not have done such regretful things...
if you are happy then,
I will never say that it is okay...
my heart was so mixed up,
either way, it would be consumed by darkness...

Beneath that Calm Exterior...

i can sense it...
that pretence...
the mask concealing your true emotions...
dun bear it, and just let it all out...

Hope...

without so much as a warning, it just struck...
a bolt from the blue...
right now it just feels that life's too short for anything else...
to let that fear and tension grasp around me,
it must be ten-fold worst on you...
life's meant to be lived to the fullest,
hope you'll get well real soon...

Striving to be the Best...

ytd was rather sianed, had physics tutorial of which i totally know nothing about, as well as chem and econs test... chem test went by okay i guess... but econs test was jialat... didn't have enough time, and i was stoning for 10 mins! seriously wasted precious time... went for lunch with clara, sal, cheryl and steph after, and it was really fun catching up... anw, had a study session with pei and loh today, and it went okay i guess... managed to do a little bit of work... anw, went to marutama for dinner later on and it was really shiok! after that, walked around a bit and stoned aimlessly at some areas... but in all, it was quite a fun day...
overlook one's incompetence and move forward...
its mind over matter...

Divertion to Something New...

competition is neccesary for there to be progression in today's society, without it, all one can simply expect from themselves is mediocrity... right now, i'm neither up nor down... and this is definitely not some place i wna be at for e rest of my life...
waiting for e winds of change...

Preparation...

today was a really slack day, except for e gp presentation which just whizzed by... anw, i've just realised that i noe totally nthg about atomic structure! my god... if got test i instant fail like f***... oh ya, i gotta retake e econs test too... heard its quite tough but oh well... had two man intensive trg after school today... me and pei pei! we trained from 0320 to 0600! with a short break in between... during that time, we played a whopping 26 matches! uber tiring seh... and now, i'm just slacking without touching my notes... waiting for sleep to claim me...