A Taste of Bitter Disappointment...

today just really didn't go very well... as expected my skills were too inferior too even pose the simplest threat... season's pretty much over for me this year, bringing a feeling of sadness and disappointment along with it... really sorry guys, u all depended on me, yet... i'm just a failure... kudos to the gals, glad u gals made it through... dun start slacking now, this year's competition just ain't as easy as u think... probably won't be able to go down with u all in e quarter-finals, not that i'll be of much help... anw, all e best... well, i guess my life's now back to mugging... how exciting that is...

To Clear the Corners of My Mind...

have u ever done things that u regret? totally emo right now.. gotta learn to keep my bloody mouth shut.. anw, hmwk's piling up.. better get back to my mugger mode soon.. or i'll die just like last year.. even till now, the choice of gg to a JC or a Poly still haunts my very thoughts... how i wish i could go back to e old days, where i had not a care in the world. alas, life just isn't meant to be this way... another worrying thing is e competition for tmr... totally lost confidance in my skills, but i believe that my team can pull through... just dun rely on me guys... and i apologise if i do let u all down tmr...
it sucks to have a feeling of guilt tugging away at u...
lesson for the day: if it doesn't concern u, keep ur nose out of it...