Preparation...

today was a really slack day, except for e gp presentation which just whizzed by... anw, i've just realised that i noe totally nthg about atomic structure! my god... if got test i instant fail like f***... oh ya, i gotta retake e econs test too... heard its quite tough but oh well... had two man intensive trg after school today... me and pei pei! we trained from 0320 to 0600! with a short break in between... during that time, we played a whopping 26 matches! uber tiring seh... and now, i'm just slacking without touching my notes... waiting for sleep to claim me...

To Promise...

we used to have the same smile,
but too many moments have passed since then...
and i am tormented by the fact that we couldn't accept each another...
so, i cast off my pride,
to bring tenderness to this world...
i gotta say,
even if you show courage and pretend to be strong,
you can't live all alone...
the promise we made on that day,
remains deep in my heart...
if life goes on, you must not forget...
don't let it go,
this vast land and all your friends...

Disparity...

we have to keep running to the unseen end,
we may never seen such restful days again...
bury your despair deep in your heart,
let your face show nothing but strength...
ever onwards our tired wings carry us,
they'll never ever beat us down...
we'll keep going on forever,
until we change the world...

Unfocused...

grasping at just about anything to help me pull through... unable to concentrate on the things around me... how can i do well like this? reaction kinetics so totally sucks...
anw, just wna thank e frens who've made my day meaningful, fun and happy... u're e best!
when all's wrong, and there's no one to fall back on...

Disoriented in Life...

right now, i've lost all sense of direction in life... there's a lack of motivation and focus, in just about anything i do... all these have left me pondering, just what is important to me in life and why am i really here... anw, congrats to people who did well for pw, whether it'd be A's B's or C's... i got a B btw, but somehow, it just doesn't seem that important anymore... wells, i'm really thankful and priviledged to have been working with Trish, Darren, Steph and Mish throughout e entire pw process... it was painful at times and yet really fun with u all... congrats on ur results and all e best to ur future endeavors!
there's a reason we're here...
i just don't know wat it is...

Moments in Life...

had 5 stations today, pretty much went okay, except for e bl**dy pull-ups... anw, went to marutama with pei after school... seriously shiok! went to plmgs right after that to see some spectacular matches between rjc and njc... quite a close fight... seeing all those matches did leave me with a tinge of regret though... but, as paka said, i'd rather lose with u guys than go through with e other team... well, except maybe ahem... haha... anw, went down to njc to watch e guys soccer match between sajc and njc... kudos to e sa soccer team for putting up such an impressive and exhilarating performance, although it was called off, thanks to bean! haha... looking forward to seeing u guys in e finals yea! and to e rest of team sajc, all e best for ur upcoming matches!
everything happens for a reason...

To Remember...

it was a rather tiring day today... lotsa work to catch up on, yet here i am blogging... haha... anw, school totally drained me today, with e 2.4km run and other boring lectures... also, trg was rather slack today... especially without pei pei! i could even go play badminton!
lol... uber fun... but no lychee ice break! had dinner at kfc with paka, xr, amy, sammy and shan shan after trg... i swear, i'm gonna get mega horizontally challenged! anw, it was really fun remembering things from the past and really insightful too! right paka?! hahas... wells, back to mugging... rightt after kekkaishi!
reminiscing about memories of age old...