Tuesday, April 8, 2008

If Anything...

congrats to e gals for making it into e top 4! hope u all can go onto e finals! haha... e ball is round, anything can happen! oh ya, e draw for e individuals came out... i must say, thankfully i'm not as unlucky as i was last year! haha... as for pei pei, whack DYL!!! then i'll see u in e final! * crosses fingers* on a different note, i'm quite proud of myself today! managed to complete e outstanding hmwk, left e bl**dy PI though... wonder if i should go for NAPFA tmr... see my pull-ups how first! oh and, happy bday G!
thoughts ever winding...
memories ever lasting...

Monday, April 7, 2008

A Simple Life...

well, today went by really slowly for me... pretty much used e lecture times to complete my outstanding work... bit by bit, i'm slowly getting e hang of JC life once more... but it is possibly, too late... anw, tmr's pretty much e crucial match for e gals to make it into e top 4... i'm sure they'll do great!
all e best! dun let e sa gals tradition die! haha...
i'll be rooting for u all by the sidelines!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Decisions, Decisions...

I need a resolve set in stone...
my decision is clear, its time to stop running away and face up to reality...

Friday, April 4, 2008

Twists in Life...

as e days go by, i'm getting more and more slack... hardly able to cope with e schoolwork right now... is it just me, or has going into a jc life pretty much gotten all sianz and tiring... really can't envision myself holding on to this kinda life for e next two years... oh wells, i'll noe on thurs...
on a brighter note, had a great time with bean and auggy during physics today! seriously just crapping around throughout e whole lesson! thankfully we are split up in e same class with e better teacher! haha... anw, xl, josh, ws, yj and wk came over my house today... ps3-ing and jong! schwee manz! left around 3.30 to go soccer with jian, bean, auggy, pei pei and kai xiang... didn't really enjoy myself though... its still better playing with ppl u noe! haha... cage soonz! anw, walked to bus stop with pei pei and chatted... really insightful... lol... and went home once his bus arrived... well, this pretty much sums up my day... oh, and e gals got a really good draw for e second round!
confusion arises out of fear of making a mistake...
really needa sort out my thoughts...
damn... my life's full of regrets...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

An Ode to...

wat a slack day... had pe, physics, maths lec and econs lec... i seriously dun understand anything about functions... and to top it off, i got a paltry 11/30 for my maths test... thanks to e dumb apgp question... anw, went marutama with pei pei after school... seriously shiok sia... interesting convos and good company. should really bring bean and auggy there soon! then liting came over later on, and we had a fun time just walking around and stoning into space... haha... totally not caring about any hmwk i might have right now... I'm seriously slacking like free...
to end off this post, I'm really thankful to have such wonderful frens around me... from 4H, 07s23, 08s23(pae), 08s27, 'scholars' and ping pong peeps( hem hem), here's a great big thanks for sticking by me through e thick and thin of it all, whether it'd be happy occasions, or troubling dilemmas...
having family and frens was pretty much e best things God made...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Expected Defeat with some Honour...

well, today pretty much marks e end of season for me... i must say that although e guys team did lose to HCI 4-1, we did put our best effort into it and sure as hell gave them a run for their money... most of us at least... haha... anw, today is seriously a day full of mixed emotions, totally topsy turvy... total disappointment with myself over e way i did my maths test today... i swear nvr to forget e bloody apgp formulaes man... then there was a light jovial mood during competition, first time i ever felt no pressure in all my matches so far... haha... but it was pure luck that i did manage to beat Bryan... it was a spectacular game though... haha... most of e games were! especially peipei and sammy's match with leonard and song yuan! seriously, all on fire sia... imba... then there's paka's final swansong... he was unlucky, but he did get most of e crowd's attention! Xuanlei and junyong were quite awesome too!almost a spectacular match brewing there too! well, this pretty much wraps up e match against HCI today... I must say, i quite enjoyed myself overall today... it was one heck of a game... most of it! luckily there's no hmwk today, so i shall just slack...
oh, and congrats to e gals! may u get a really good draw for e second round!
all in all, an honourable defeat... e best teams won...
here's all e best to em!

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I Need Assertiveness...

green slip-ed home today as i wasn't really feeling well... doubt i'll go trg too... really just not in e mood to do anything at all... anw, maths test on tmr... i'm a lil prepared, just needing a little recap on e chapters... a great big thanks to all whom have shown concern for me all through ytd and today, really sorry for not replying, but i'd preferred to have been left alone then. i really hate this hollow self of mine, somehow, i just can't seem to get over this issue... and this totally doesn't suit me one bit. right now, i'm just tempted to get away from SA, its totally different from the atmosphere from last year, although e frens are still as dear. once again, thanks for all ur support...
if only time could be reversed, back to when life was full of vibrancy...
As Bean said: nvr let today's disappointments overshadow tml's dreams...
its about time i moved on and focused on the task at hand...