Bt,Bt

So screwed for Bt2.. Quite gg alr, been procrastinating the whole hols afterall.. I need a picnic or GH session!

To be or not to be

Fall 7 times, get up 8 times

What's wrong?

The simplicity of life, once before, now enveloped in a web of darkness and deceit... Just what can bring back those joyful memories of Old?
On a different page, I really need to start on my basic theory!!

Release

bankai

Oblivion...

So caging ytd went alright, got injured loads of times though... and guitar lesson was quite fun though the reading of e scores were a lil confusing... Damn, I really needa start studying soon! Or else I'd be really really screwed for A's next year! Oh and I've realised that my blog posts after promos are totally different from the posts before!Anyways, going off to training soon to earn some $$!

laxing sua...

The tom yam soup today was the LOVE! gonna cage tmr! schwee!

Praying leads to S-alvation!

The most shocking thing happened during the release of results today! I got a freaking S for my physics h1 subject!Seriously Disturbing! Its like the end of the world is approaching soon or as though it's gonna snow in singapore! I bet all you ppl are wondering just how I managed to pull of this miracle!! And to tell u the truth, I dun have the slightest clue! On a more boring note, i achieved the targets i aimed for... Anw, its nice to see that many ppl have done well for this promotional exam, however, this is simply the first step! Onward to A's!
p.s. here's praying that e school will be lenient and relieve the worries of those whom have not done well...

Promos (continued)...

Chem MCQ was tough... Section C screwed, but thank God for section D! hope i have no careless mistakes! As for the other paper, Mathematics can just go fly kite!
Things look bleak, and i could possibly be enlisting soon...
Wonder which platoon I'll be put in?

Promos...

gp was so-so... hopefully can get a D due to my colourful language?
econs was downright blah... same old problems of too much to write, too little time... haiz... really low expectations for my econs grade... if all bodes well and i dun write out of point then maybe an E is in order...
there's chemistry and math papers tmr too...
chem's my most confident paper, yet at this point in time i totally have no confidence in it... as for math, i haven't touched it for bout 4, 5 days liao... and its probably really rusty...
expect a massacre tmr...

Inevitable...

Life gets bleaker,
day by day...
I'm hopelessly, so hopelessly
fading away...

A Prayer...

Stern discipline awaits him who leaves the path; he who hates correction will die.
Proverbs 1: 31-32
Give me inspiration and motivation...

Quitter...

Its been uber long since I've blogged... In fact, I dun think anyone still comes by this blog... Anw, the past few weeks have been totally exhaustive, stressful and worrisome! All this has to do with e bloody promotional exams coming in a little over 6 days... Funnily enough, I'm still in front of my laptop blogging rather than worrying about the time constraints... It's kinda sad, but it took me 2 whole years to realise wat a pain in the *** JC life is, and I have completely lost any forms of motivation to even study for promos even though it is the last chance I'm ever gonna get... All around me, I can see everyone fervently mugging the best they can and I have to applaud them for staying strong throughout... My best wishes go out to each and every single one, that u will surpass the obstacle at hand, and achieve wat I couldn't...
And yet, I am unable to detach myself from SAJC...
Deep down, I still want to stay for just that little bit longer...

In stores now!

Schwee!! got e cd! haha...

Falala

Finally! The Falala Song is out in stores! been waiting ages for it... gonna go get it later! but for now, just gonna have to make do with this video... hope u guys like it too!

Deliberation...

The winds of change are fast approaching...

Boredom...

since I'm really uber bored to the max, just gonna blog bout e random things happening more or less right now...
sport ccas in sajc this year are really damn suay... totally no gold at all, and 5 silvers... although the teams lost, they really played their hearts out, keeping the saints spirit burning brightly... and so ends the sports season for term 2... but, it is without a doubt that team sajc really rocked this year. from an observer's point of view, many ccas have bonded closer together too, which is really quite cool... anw, I guess that it'd be really hard to emulate the sporting batch of 2008 in pretty much all of next year's inter-school competitions, not mainly because the batch of 2009 lack resources, but also because of the dwindling dsa spots available in sajc at this point in time. just how many slots will table-tennis be able to get this time? not that it matters, seeing how e next batch of sec 4 ping pongers aren't very good...
anw, on the academic front, there's pretty much no movement from me... except for the occasional studying session with josh and pei. its weird, but even though I know time is running out fairly quickly, I just don't have any urge to focus on the task at hand... and so, my CT is pretty much screwed to the max... right now, I've only totally covered about one chapter per subject, leaving a dozen more in its wake.
also, lately my life's just been revolving around marutama, suki, soccer, cage, ps3-ing and Mahjong. everytime I enter into a lecture venue, it'll just strike me how freaking useless and redundant it is. not to mention the countless mistakes that lecturers often make, resulting in mass confusion in the lecture hall..
Right now, it seems that my life's all messed up but, there's one positive thing that's filling me with anticipation. that would actually be e famine camp... I really hope that through it, the team will be able to bond closer together and have fun...
this post seems really moody and all, so I shall end things off on a lighter note,
band concert really rocked to the max!
thanks for e ticket cheryl! and thanks to steph an trish for inviting me!
totallehz random but whatever...
later

Mistakes...

been a while since I last posted... there's just not enough time in my life now...anw, had sakae sushi with e team today, teacher's treat! XDD had loads of fun, crapping and eating with e team and all, and I can only say that I'll really miss e J2s when they're gone...

anw, time's really whizzing by... its May in just a blink of an eye, and I'm really lagging behind in terms of schoolwork... need to buck up soon... or I'll be screwed just like last year...

time is running fast away...

Procrastination...

been a while since I last updated... anw, had a rather slack day in school today... I need some serious mugging soon! managed to complete my GP essay after uber lot of procrastinating and I hope it'll score a B at least... had marutama with pei pei after school and it was shiok as always! too bad Loh couldn't join us eh... haha... oh ya, pretty sianed over my tests results over the past few days... I swear e results of maths and chem just keep fluctuating from failing to passing and vice versa... however, econs should remain consistent, especially since I'm quite confident I'll fail it... gonna mug with josh and co tmr... hope its effective!

Wednesday- a rather slack day as well, but I had fun at e end of it... especially since I could finally jong after dunno how many million ponging years! haha... Really needa have another session soon!

Thursday-totally uber boring labour day... did part of my GP essay and procrasinated lots... supposed to go suki, however cancelled on account of a sushi treat by ping pong teachers on fri...
but its was changed at e last min! damn this sushi craving just won't go away...
anyway, visited cuz at TTSH to see how he's doing after e op... it went pretty well, and hopefully there'll be a good sign on e results of his tumor... that'll be one worry off my mind... anw, really thankful to e ppl who showed concern for him and kept him in your prayers... Bean, Josh, Jolyn and Liting... sorry if i missed out anyone yea, not intentional! haha...
anw, this just about wraps up my post for today...
sayonara...

To Top It All...

wells, on account that people say that my blog is emo and all, here's something to lighten up e mood...

MUSIC thoughts!How to Play:1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne
lonely I guess... kinda true... I could always contemplate on e meaning of my life... totally NOT emo...

Will you get far in life?
All At Once- The Fray
I guess not, if i'm gonna keep going back to familiarity...

How do your friends see you?
I'm With You- Avril Lavigne
pretty close I guess... woohoo... or maybe just someone they've gotta comfort?

Will you get married?
Photograph- Nickleback
maybe? someone from e past? go figure...

What is your best friend's theme song?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Green Day
maybe he ain't my best fren aye? he's walking alone afterall, haha...

What is the story of your life?
Signal Fire- Snow Patrol
a beacon of hope for others? hahaha...

What was high school like?
Jenny- The Click Five
I swear i have no idea who Jenny is! Pei Pei! NO SCANDALS AH!

How can you get ahead in life?
Doubt & Trust- D Grayman
Trust other ppl? I try to...

What's the best thing about your friends?
Do You Know?( The Ping Pong Song)- Enrique Iglesias
haha... not really... gotta know all u guys better i guess! unless its about pingpong skillz... lol...

What's in store for this weekend?
How Far We've Come- Matchbox 20
end of the world? haha... hopefully... ( I'm not emo, i swear)

Describe your grandparents.
Never Again- Kelly Clarkson
never there? that is so untrue...

How's your life going?
Thunder- Boys like Girls
i guess there's gonna be loads of conflicts...

What song will they play at your funeral?
How to Save a Life- The Fray
A lil too late for that don't you think...

How does the world see you?
Collide- Dishwalla
A failure or a maniac? that's sad...

Will you have a happy life?
Over My Head- The Fray
apparently i think too much... and a happy life is not on the cards for me... cool...

Do people secretly lust after you?
For You I Will( Confidence)- Teddy Geiger
I guess so... not that much a secret though... haha... sorry for being so BHB...

How can you make yourself happy?
Apologise- Timbaland...
by apologising huh... to a certain someone i guess... but not a pastime of mine!

What should you do with your life?
Hot- Avril Lavigne
make it hot? I prefer it just e way it is now though...

Will you ever have children?
After Dark- Asian Kungfu Generation
I'd prefer not to elaborate...

What song would you strip to?
It's Not Over- Chris Daughtry
Ditto Above...

What does your mum think of you?
Good Day- The Click Five
hmm... thats reassuring i guess...

What is your deep dark secret?
The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls
That's not really a secret... nice try though...

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Teardrops on my Guitar- Taylor Swift
Crying over me? wat kinda mortal enemy is that?!

What is your personality like?
Jian Dan Ai- Jay Chou
Fretting over love? possibly...

What song will be played at your wedding?
Home- Chris Daughtry
Going home?! damn...

How does love feel to you?
Alones- Aqua Timez
lonely again! I'm so screwed...

What makes you smile?
Gotta Go My Own Way- HSM 2
I'm really gonna die as a really really lonely person aren't I... now I even haveto feel happy bout it...

How would you react if the world crumbles?
Innocent Sorrow- Abingdon Boys School
thats a relief... I'm innocent! yet sorrowful...

How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Teenagers- My Chemical Romance
a spoilt brat i guess? any takers?

Relationships feel like...?
Hey There Delilah- Plain White T's
joyful? haha... lots of ups and downs in that aspect...

At your birthday, they should sing...?
Unwell-Matchbox 20
boy do I have a sad life... I'm gonna be sick on my birthday...

What's the song in your head during lectures?
It Ends Tonight- The All-American Rejects
I'll probably get all my answers to e lec at night? CLOSET MUGGER!!

What's your shopping anthem?
Miserable at Best- Mayday Parade
if I don't get it I'll just be sad, no biggie...

Sometimes, what do you wish you could tell your teachers?
Your Call- The Secondhand Serenade
Thats kinda true... watever I'm learning is totally up to them...

What does chocolate do to you?
My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne
simple pure blissfulness...

What makes you wanna dance?
Stay Close, Don't Go- The Secondhand Serenade
not bad... gets my spirit up!

What would be the soundtrack to your first kiss?
Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Kinda Romantic...

What's the song of your first breakup?
Fall To Pieces- Avril Lavigne
that is so strangely fitting...

What drives you up the wall?
Wherever You Will Go- The Calling
I totally don't see e link here...

What would you be thinking as you die?
I can Wait Forever- Simple Plan
thats quite ironic... seriously...

What do your siblings think of you?
Our Lives- The Calling
ok... that's going a bit far there...

What does your crush think of you?
Dirty Little Secret- The All-American Rejects
I absolutely refuse to elaborate on that!!

Tag 5 People.
i. Pei Pei
ii. Joshua
iii. Auggy
iv. Sophia
v. Jolyn

Finally done...

Sea of Memories...

the landscape I see looking out the window is a gushing river.
until the seasons change, I'll let it be...
you were closer than anyone else, and it made me unsettled...
anyways, at that time, I hadn't realized it...
I would not ever be able to see you again...
but I should not have done such regretful things...
if you are happy then,
I will never say that it is okay...
my heart was so mixed up,
either way, it would be consumed by darkness...